Net friends!

[CrazySam]

I came into the pool to try some hacking scripts, actually. Never planned on staying, just wanted to see if they worked. I guess the first person I ran into was Trix. Her use of names peaked my curiosity, and we have become very good friends. Because of her I never used the hacking scripts, because even though it wasn't the type of chatroom I hung out in, I realised these people in here were still people. And I had no right to invade their privacy. I remember SUe, and Canes fan from back there too, Sue and I had a lot of fun, and we managed to never cross the line between being innapropriate, since she was married, but we had fun. Then soon after that, I met Tay, a woman who blew me away, and does so more every day I know her. I never dreamed a person met on a chat room could seem like home to me, but she does. And if I don't stop talkin about her now, I will fill a whole thread, so I better move on. Mel is also someone I am glad I got to know. I miss talking to her, but I am happy she has her job, and I guess being a friend means you want the best for the person, even if the best takes them out of your life. There are so many others here, and I know I will forget someone, SOmetimes I think it would be easier to name the ones I don't like, would be a very short list. And there are guys here too I would consider friends. I think of Phant, who I have a lot of respect for, even though we wouldn't be "close" cause guys don't do that stuff. And non, and even snails, although he pisses me off. And old Hank, who was as unique as people get. And there are others too, of both sexes. But this thread ain't about name lists of who we are friends with, it's about the fact that you can form friendships over the net. And I have. And maybe I am nuts, but I don't consider any of you guys any less friends than the people I met in real life that are my friends. We can't touch each other physically maybe, but some of you have let me into parts of your lives that some of my real life friends haven't. And likewise, some of you have been there when I have struggled too, and know how scared I can get, and how I can change my mind like the wind when my emotions are being drug around. And some of you know how frustrated I can get with people too, especially when it involves hurting yourself or other friends. I can rush in and try to fix things and screw them up as good as anyone else here *G*.
Sometimes you wish you were better at stuff. SOmetimes you wish you though before you posted stuff, or you wish you could carry more than you can. But real friendships accept those limitations, and adapt as life goes forward. No one can hurt you as much as a real friend can. I guess maybe that's the part of the net that is deceptive. You come here because life is complicated, and you know no one here. But life follows you right in here. Funny net names become real people, and we find in here, we are stuck with real life too. We are stuck with a need for friends to be more than they are capable of being, and our inability to be the perfect friend. And we end up getting hurt, and hurting back, the only difference is somehow you don't see the pain you cause as much. But it's there, and if some could read the whispers, and private messages the people they hurt write to other people when they struggle with what that person did to them, maybe that would stop a lot of the fighting? Then again maybe the reason we come here is so we don't have to see how we are, and can hide behind some uncaring tough image?
I guess I just know, I do have real friends here. I know they are real, because they are close enough to me to actually frustrate me sometimes, and they are part of my life enough to hurt me too. But they have also brought smiles to my face, and happiness that I got to know them. And they have given me a lot back, even when they didn't realise it. SOme come and go, and that's part of life too. Others will prolly stay connected for good. LIfe has a way of working that out. And one in particular, I am gonna give life all the help I can *G*. But you all are real. and each of my friends here was worth getting to know, and I don't regret none of ya. I would be honored for any one of you to do my laundry *G*

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[~*Twi*~]

I want to start off saying that i have meet some wonderful people on the net.(not in person)that is......met some enemys as well but hey thats life ....i started in partyhouse about 4 yrs ago used the name ~Luckystar~ in the livingroom stayed in there oh about 8mos or so..decided to change my name cuz i ran into another luckystar and she wanted to fight over the name *LOL* so i decided instead of fussing about a stupid name id change mine to ~Twilite~*L*...i met some real nice people in the livingroom..one that stands out out of all of the ones i met was Deena she is a real sweet person and i miss her :-( i see her every once in a while pop in the pool*S*....then i decided to move on so i stumbled across the porch was a porchie for 3 yrs,meet some sweet people got close to many, to many to name and then as time went by the porch started to lose sweet people, eventually most left and some got lives some moved to different chatrooms for what reasons im still not sure of....i meet Empress, Taylor and CG when i was on the porch ...they are what brought me to the pool eventually...as i stayed in the pool i started enjoying the atmosphere, the people etc...i have to say it was pleasent at first though....think i had to be initiated *LOL*...but as time went on everything got better.but i want to say to the poolies i have met you sure are some sweet people im gonna try to list them all if i forget someone it is not intentional k? and i apologize *S* here is the list of folks:CG,Taylor,Tiara,Mel,Macy,Bracy,mrs Gator,Gator,Dreammaster,Scott,Blanca,Heidi,Empress ,Genie,Sandie,Laceygirl,PSS,Lil Darlin,Chloe,several more im sure i missed but im glad i got to meet you all *HUGS*

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~Twi~

[heidi!]

I just wanna say that im sexually attracted to Blanc and Virgo and im not afraid to admit it..

*blows nose*...I love you guys...

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BITCH!..Its not only an insult...Its a way of life.

[Xenia]

damn sam.....that was sweet..really...i know i always come of as being sarcastic but i mean it

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wont you listen to me Sam he's a devil not a man and he spreads the burning sand with water......... cool.......... clear.......... water

[CrazySam]

BLaze, yea, you are one of those friends. And I am glad you two had a good time last night *S* I figgered I better stop namin names or I would look like a man whore, LOL. But yea, the list is long, and I didn't want to get silly by listing everyone on it. And Xenia, one of the regrets I am gonna end up taking to my grave with me is the fact that I can't help you figger out who this devil guy is that is messin with the cold water and sand. You are always askin me that, and I keep letting you down
*G*

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[mRs.GaToR]

aawwwww GaToR....you have been here just as much for me......even more....*VBS* I dont know what i would do without you in my life. You have made me realize many many things....and have made me accept myself after so many years of always doubting. I will be eternally grateful to you for that baby. I LOVE YOU!

[Blazey]

WHOA..You go Heidi..*LOL*
Tay ya know your the best..your a wonderful person in here and out there. I was so suprised out of all the chat roooms we picked this one and then to find out we were an hour away..*L.makes you think dont it..*S..Sam i know ya didnt mention me in your thread..*G..but i want you to know i feel i am a better person for having known you..thanks ..*S.....TAYLOR i had a blast tonite too btw..we need to get out more often..*nods alot*

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[~sweet~]

There are several here who have changed my life so to speak. CG is always there when I need a shoulder to cry on or just to listen to my problems. Thank You! .......Scott always seems to show up when I am feeling down. He always knows just what to say to make me smile. *HUGS*.......*Laughing* then there is God in my book we have a very special friendship. I have never met anyone quite like him. *LMAO* I'm not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing yet *S*. He is always there for me no matter what *HUGS* and *KISSES*........someday I am actually going to listen him *BAS*. These are the main three people I chat alot with.......but I can't forget my other friends too there are too many too name. But I am glad that I have met each one of these people on here and we all have something special. I love each and every one of you .......thanks for always being there for me.

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[~sweet~]

Oh it isn't fair if I don't list my other friends too Thanos you were a really big help to me last night *KOTC* Thank you! I miss LiL Darlin she always made me laugh. Then there is rotten we have just started talking here of late. Deb she is always there if I have a problem. ~johnny~ well he is just a sweetheart (no offense ~Dove~). Trixi, Johnny, AK, Macy, DRAKKO, TWI, there are just so many. *HUGS* each one of you and sorry if I have forgotten anyone.

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[demon chloe]

Net Friends = Real Friends

..seeems pretty simple to me..NOW


They are synonymous to me......took me awhile to figure that out...but i have!...I have always made friends easily in life.....so when i jumped in the pool that first day...and met my first buddy...i was hooked. Since then, I've met some amazing people. Amazing is truly an insignificant word to describe some of you. Some have come to cherish me, others have come to hate me.....but everyone I have gotten to know, has dramatically changed my life...of this I am sure. I've realized that kind words feel good..real time and on here....and the same goes for harsh, hurtful words.... in fact...they are even more magnified here since we don't have the luxury of facial expressions and body language.

To those that consider me a friend, I am grateful to all we share...some of you I don't see very often...others are like a bad rash...i can't seem to get rid of you...*L*....but I care for you all. And some of you..i rarely see..and i miss like crazy.

To those I have hurt....I can only learn from my mistakes and change my ways from here on out... grow from things...It's not easy, but living life never is easy.


Blaze.....It took me along time to post on here. Everytime I sat down, and tried... I couldn't bring myself to say anything. I think it's because..I haven't always been the nicest to everyone....and for that I hurt. But ya know girlfriend..!!!!!!!!! I am so glad that ive had the chance to get to know you. YOu seem to know when to be gentle with me..and hug me......and when i need my ass kicked...and you just go right ahead and kick it..*S*.....and for that..i love ya. Whether we are giggling our asses off on the phone...or crying on yahoo..I think the world of you.

*gives you a wedgie..and runz



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